I'm crazy.

This is what i mean by saying i update my blog regularly.

Haha 3 posts in a row =.=

How awesome.

and this will be my final post before the frigging exam ends.

GOOD LUCK!
MERRY XMAS!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

XOXO

In the search of sunshine
When I gotten into IMU, where everyone was top of their class, valedictorian of their high school, wants to go to the best partner schools, or is aiming for the dean’s list — and no one ever stops to help.
we were all so used to being the best and the most talented, but now that we’re here and everyone is just as good or even better, we get scared and start clawing our way hard to be ahead of the curve. it’s so exhausting. i liked it at first because it was challenging, but now i detest it because it’s changed me into someone i cant even recognize. it’s changed me into someone who went to see a doctor for muscle pains not because she couldnt sleep properly, or that she was worried about her health — but because it was affecting her ability to write fast for a time-constrained exam.
i dont want to worry about where i am relative to everyone else. i dont want to feel suicidal after every exam. i want to be lazy hazy and rainy. i want to flake off and borderline flunk out college. i want to major in something that has no ‘market value’. i wanna take advantage of my youth and energy! and see everything! i wanna fly to london on a whim. i want to go to on cruise round and round the world. there are so many things to do and so little time. do perfect scores in problem sets answer any real questions in life?
Hmm.
Probably some pre exams syndrome
Right now, i just can't wait for this frigging exams to over when i can have my life back. the life that i call as life. toodles!

Woke up in the morning, looked out of the window, it's drizzling.

I did stare out of the window. Another few precious minutes that i'm supposed to spend on studies gone like that with random thoughts and imaginations.

I'm so sorry for not keeping this dead blog any livelier, for not keeping in touch with my old besties, for not be able to turn up most of the outings and gatherings.

So many of them are back from all parts of world. So many of them want to see me hahahah but but but....

AGAIN!

Exam's the bitch. oh IMU's bitchier.

Bahh..

URGHHHH...

Hang on there you said?

So sick of all the GAMBATEHsss..U can do it..( by saying this i don't mean i don't appreciate all the moral support but but...

it's again easier to say than done.

=SSSSSSS

Whatever it is,

time is counting. oh i just realized we had stepped into the last month of 2009. How fast!

if ure reading ( still? why so loyal) haha good luck and zhi hearts :)

Really,

it’s just Summatives.

think of the ULTIMATE FINALS! sleep-till-i-rot , ice cream, shoe-shopping, and much love.

silly things like summatives are reduced to such insignificance when considered against the greater scheme of things. ( as though la, whilst im typing, i actually have a second thought, how convincing could this be wtf )

My Quote of the Month, November is here peeps.

BE A NERD. DO THE RIGHT THING!

Surely,

this can't be what it's like to chase happiness =S

Yesterday, some one texted me. Lets call him Mr A.

" I want to date you, but i don't know whether i like your figure or not "

This is pissing me reaally off.

Guys you don't judge a girl by her body okaysss wtf. True, i don't have the figure of the superhot models, but i am me. Like me as who im u idiot.

I am so disgusted by his shallowness and straight away told him off.

Hahahahah this is just so random.

I admit that i am weird

K thx bai!

Hmm..how life should be?

If I were to be a doctor one day, I am for one not going to be a doctor with poor eyesight, bad skin condition, serious lack of nutrition, stressed-and scrunched up facial skin, balding grey hair and wearing 10-day-old underwear. No sir-ee.


Doctors should look good and confident. Not sad, sarcastic or grumpy.
Patients want happy doctors. And sexy doctors too.


Okay, a little too far-fetched. But you get my point =)

Now, with that cleared up, it's not that i'm going to slack all the way, but finding a balance is utterly important. Nerding 24/7 doesn't sound brilliant at all.

I don't get high on booze or drugs. I get high on dancing and adrenaline.

Hugs to everyone who is reading.

Take life easy =)

Thank You

Today I woke up feeling thankful.

I am thankful that I woke up still with the roof of my house above my heads.

I am thankful for that very extra few minutes that I can snuggle under my blankets and pillows.

I am thankful that I have breakfast laid on the table.

I am thankful that I have the means of gaining knowledge.

I am thankful that I have the passion for the science. I don't know what would become of me if I had lost the love of the sciences.

I am thankful that I am a medical student. * not when exam's nearing *

I am thankful that I live in a country where I can have dim sum in the morning with my BFF or have mamak with the friends in the hood.

I am thankful to be in a country where the jets that fly above our heads don't drop bombs of any sort.

I am thankful that the only tremors we feel are from the earthquake that struck miles away from us.

I am thankful for the friends that I have and the friends that I will soon have.

I am thankful for having a sister who is like a best friend to me albeit our love/hate relationship.

I am thankful that I have parents. Still living in the same household.

I am thankful that I am still breathing.

I am thankful to be alive.

I am thankful that I was born human. Not any other animal or living form.

I am thankful for the results that i just got, despite it was not up to my expectations. :(

I am thankful that you are still reading my blog HELLO NI HAO LEI HOU APA KHABAR!!!


The wanting of things beyond our means has turned us into vultures. If we only just treasure the small things that we have and be blessed and happy with these small things, life would seem better and worth living for.